Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Blogging at work right now lol wud.
Honestly this internship job is the least interesting job I've ever had since I started working my very first job. It's probably the content of my work because I'm required to do business and financial news. Such stuff are not my cups of tea, really. I'm hoping this has nothing to do with my preference of field of work in the future because that would mean I'm wasting my three years in poly doing mass comm right? Not to mention my parents' hard-earned money as well sigh.
Last weekend was the selection date of our 3.2 subject of choice when we head back to school after internship ends. From the very start when I entered mass comm I've always wanted to do broadcasting. More of radio now I figure. Truth is, I still don't know what I want to do. I don't want to be cooped up in an office the entire day like how I am now. I thought of doing PR or marketing but the thought of having everyone and everything so... corporate, turns me off. Scares me, in fact. I want something I enjoy doing, where I can be myself (most of the time). So I chose to follow my year 1 dream haha and yup, broadcast was choice number 1, followed by PR and marketing, and journalism can stick its face in number 3 and not show itself again, EVER.
I'm thinking of getting a part-time job over the weekends to fund my depleting bank account + spending habits which-I-am-already-trying-to-change-for-the-better but I don't want to spend any less time with my boyfriend than I already am :( We both have full-time jobs now and it doesn't help things that he's starting uni in August..
Sunday, May 20, 2012
When a bird is alive, it eats ants.
But when the bird is dead, ants eat the bird.
One tree makes a million matchsticks.
But only one matchstick is sufficient to burn a million trees.
Need to rant.
I've lost friends who meant a lot to me. 'Friends', maybe. I look at them now, happy as they are; and I really wonder whether or not I was ever really a part of their group. I wonder whether they really accepted me for who I am. But I guess not, considering how some of them treated me without giving a shit about how I feel. Ditching me after a year after everyone has formed their cliques and leaving me out there, in the middle of nowhere. How great. Maybe certain things I do, they're not happy about it. Whatever happened to talking it out? Guess I wasn't worth their time. Once my boyfriend asked me why I'm always going home straight after school instead of hanging out with friends and I broke down and cried. You all will know why.
And it's fucking sad how some people choose to judge me based on what I, let's say, tweet. So yeah, I tweet angst stuff. SO IT PRICKS THE SHIT OF YOU??? SO I'M SUPPOSED TO SOUND ALL CHIRPY THE WHOLE BLOODY TIME TO PLEASE PRICKS LIKE YOU? Yeah go tweet about me like I have no fucking idea and just unfollow me like I give a shit? Point is, whatever you're not happy with, just tell me right in my face. I bloody hate it when people are unhappy with me and be all indirect about it. Please, you're such a small fry, no wonder your balls are so tiny. You shallow, miserable and judgmental midget. I pity you for several reasons, your tiny-ass-frame-so-tiny-you-buy-clothes-from-a-kid's-section-and-still-feel-proud-of-it, and of course, your immature mindset.
Monday, March 5, 2012
Today is the 5th, which is also the seventh monthsary for WL and I :)
I can't say how wonderful these past seven months have been (and a little earlier before that). I've never felt so happy and fortunate all my life :) Sometimes I feel as though I don't deserve someone as amazing as him but he insists on the other way around hehe.
Just yesterday I asked him what he he would do if I lost my entire life's memories and before he could even finish his answers I was already bawling my eyes out. I swear I'm the luckiest girl ever :')
We didn't get to meet today due to certain circumstances but wtheck, we still have so much time together in the future! Sure every second together counts, and when distance forces us to not be able to be close in physical proximity, that is when technology comes in :P
I don't think you'll see this baby, because I haven't been updating and I think you've stopped coming to my blog already? But whatever.
I love you :) Forever & Always.
Happy Seven Months Baby ♥
Monday, February 27, 2012
been so long since I updated my blog... anyways,
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Monday, January 16, 2012
Seems like I haven't blogged in quite awhile! There's so much work to be done in school.. and only this week I'll probably get a bit of a breather before the pace picks up again.
Anyway it's CNY Eve this Sunday, which makes Monday and Tuesday a holiday off from school (yippee!). And it's my boyfriend's birthday this week as well. So many birthday meals, reunion dinners, CNY goodies... damn I'm gonna gain back all that little bit of weight I lost. Sigh.
P.S. It sucks that my close circle of relatives are so tiny. Because this means that the amount of red packets I get are rather miserable. Sigh